Destiel Fics to heal your soul rec:
Ad Astra by Nhixxie
Summary: One day Cas says, "Stars died for you, Dean Winchester", against ruffled hair perched atop sun kissed skin and sleepy eyes. Dean stirs, moving to spread his palms against the contour of Cas’ back, tips of fingers languidly strumming the indentations of his spine. One, two, three, four, he counts, the closest he could get to scientifically studying the anatomy of the human body.
"Is this some physics crap again?" He frowns with eyes closed. Cas smiles softly.
"Far from it." Dean’s fingers play at the base of his back, ninth thoracic vertebrae, Cas notes.
"Then tell me all about it."
Ah , I was so happy to find and re-read this fic , it’ll always be a favorite of mine. I hope I can write something half as wonderful 💕🥺
it’s a comfort fic for me, when I’m feeling down I go back to read it. God knows how many times I’ve read it, I keep a copy in my kindle 🥺