Thinking about Dean driving around for what feels like eternity, but could very well be ten minutes. Wind in his hair, Baby by his side.
He’s in heaven. Wow.
Yet there’s a pang of loneliness in his heart. He thinks of ocean deep eyes, a smile that lit up his world, and the kindest heart he knows.
Cas is out here. He knew as much from Bobby. If only I can find him, he thinks.
Drumming his fingers along the dashboard, I’m already dead, no need to drive safely, Dean stares outside at the acres of woods and wild flowers. Cas would love it here, he ponders outloud.
It occurs to him then that maybe Cas can hear him.
“Cas, I don’t know if you can me,” he whispers. Afraid to cry out and be left with his broken heart once more.
“I’m here, in heaven. I’m sorry, I… it took me so long to try praying to you, but I was scared. If you’re out there, I’m coming to find you. We… we can make a home up here, together, you and me. I… I l-love you too Cas, of course I love you.”
The miles roll by. Curving through the golden trees and misty mountains. He feels the anxiety rolling around inside of his stomach with every heartbeat and turn.
Should I pray to Jack? The kid will know where Cas is, right?
He presses down on the brake, at a familiar ruffle. And not just any ruffle, but that of Cas’ wings.
“Hello Dean.” The words vibrate through him, sending tears rolling down his cheeks as he turns to look at his angel.
Cas is sitting next him, wearing a black trenchcoat and an apple green shirt, head tilted as he smiles at Dean.
“Cas,” he whispers back like a pray, holding on to faith and the hope of forever.
***
Reblogging for my tag-list: [as always, ask or comment to removed or added at any time,
you can ignore this; I wrote it at 3 a.m.]
“May your rivers flow without end, meandering through pastoral valleys tinkling with bells, past temples and castles and poets’ towers into a dark primeval forest where tigers belch and monkeys howl, through miasmal and mysterious swamps and down into a desert of red rock, blue mesas, domes and pinnacles and grottos of endless stone, and down again into a deep vast ancient unknown chasm where bars of sunlight blaze on profiled cliffs, where deer walk across the white sand beaches, where storms come and go as lightning clangs upon the high crags, where something strange and more beautiful and more full of wonder than your deepest dreams waits for you — beyond that next turning of the canyon walls.“ — Edward Abbey, Desert Solitaire: A Season in the WildernessSam + autumn colors → requested by @cassastark ♥

VISUAL CONTENT TUMBLR AWARDS: PERSONAL FAVORITE // You know when you look at something and your mind is completely blown and your initial reaction is “wow” and then “how the fuck” and then “holy fuck” and then “how the fuck” again (expletives optional)? These are the people who consistently do that. They’ve developed a strong understanding of form and space, pictures and text, light and color — and in doing so elevate our cute little fandom hobbies to the level of actual art. Like, if any of y’all ever want to sell prints of your work to me to hang in my room or all over my future apartment, I will probably throw of all my money at you without a second thought. Just saying.
WINNER ▶ @cassastark
Each and every one of these graphics belongs in a museum or gallery. Whether it’s more conceptual work or a portrait set, each piece demonstrates unparalleled technical mastery that has been presented in a wonderfully innovative way. MIND = BLOWN. (view more)RUNNER-UP ▷ @mirthfulcas
So I’ve been in awe of Sylwia’s graphics since day one. She somehow is always able to find the perfect photos and textures to use, and each post tells a different, fascinating story — like concept art, but with the characters we know and love. Also, she does creepy body horror like no other! (view more)RUNNER-UP ▷ @archangeles
I firmly believe that everything Rien touches turns to gold. She’s one of those graphic makers whose work is instantly recognizable everywhere, and for good reason — she’s developed her own distinctive method of composing, coloring, and laying out text, and it always suits her subjects and looks amazing! (view more)
Oh you beautiful person you. Thank you very much, I hope you are having a wonderful day!

Follow Forever 3.0So basically I thought with the year ending and everyone summing
up pretty much everything, I'd make something to thank all of the
people that have made my year on tumblr amazing. I started off
with about 5 followers this year and I have met sooo many
incredible people that I really don't wanna lose. Whether I have
talked to you or we have only briefly met or we haven't really
met at all, all of you contributed to me loving this site more
than any other I have ever been on. I love you so incredibly
much, please don't ever change ♥The Moon, The Stars, My Universe :: majestiel ohitscastiel angelhunted softdean vulcam dontlookbackcarl toxicdean winchestire ninetypercentgrace hrvelle whispersinpurgatory wincstr wwincest lauhfeyscn astrasperas ladykili sirboromir thorodjnson samshalo rubysfear protectsam designercadavers casmittens anachiel notahammer plaidpala
The Astronauts :: castielss ezekielu croowley legholas cassanovak castielmilton hoechlinteeth loufeyson ofcrime xxgoldie12xx casjaeger novakist fallingfromthursday rougaru festivetennant blazenberg chrrisevans tonysttark ircnman robertdowneyjrs thorgasmed queenlaufeyson scottsmccall obrozey holycastiel
It’s almost a new year, and you guys have made Tumblr such a home for me. I’ve also reached my 2013 goal of 2.5k which makes me feel so special and happy. I’m so grateful that I have you guys in my life. These are all special and wonderful blogs that I am so honored to follow.
Real Life Angels (hover)Kristin ✩ Crystal ✩ Paula ✩ Kylee ✩ Emma ✩ Annie
A-Dantiquers ✩ archcas ✩ burningwings ✩ casteile ✩ charliebells ✩
chestiel ✩ closetdean ✩ daeherys ✩ deaniesmith ✩ deanovak ✩
deansass ✩ dreamstiel ✩ duskcas
F-Lfallingfromthursday ✩ frenchmystake ✩ frostdean ✩ halocas ✩
jimmynvak ✩ kevtrans ✩ ladykili ✩ legholas ✩ lovestiel ✩
M-Wmegscrown ✩ nosignofwings ✩ novakist ✩ ofcrime ✩ omgdean
petalecki ✩ praistiel ✩ samandril ✩ samshalo ✩ toxicdean ✩
Thank you so much! May you have a wonderful holiday! Remember to stay warm and enjoy yourself ◡‿◡
THANK YOU ;-; I love when friends and people can tell which edits are mine just by the style ;;-;; Emily you’ve made my day, bless you!
“My friends have always been the best of me”
This is the first time i make a follow forever, i’m probably missing a lot of amazing blogs but these are very special because so far i’ve had an amazing first year on tumblr. Have a good day/night and happy holidays <3
Snow angelsA - Eamyskhaleesi ✾ areyoumerryriver ✾ awcas ✾ blazestiels ✾ bleedingrace ✾ bookishsam ✾ burningwings ✾ caestille ✾ cassanovak ✾ castiale ✾ castielnovak ✾ danistiel ✾ deangatory ✾ deanmittens ✾ deanwinchestersheart
F - Jfallstiel ❁ frostedean ❁ frostmeg ❁ goldminegoldmine ❁ hamlets ❁ holidaymoose ❁ hotcocoacas ❁ icynovak ❁ impalareindeer ❁ ipmala ❁ jinglelucoleman ❁ jollycastiel
K - Oladylokid ✾ melsmalone ✾ nosignofwings ✾ novakist ✾ ohmystarsy ✾ oholypine
P - Tpadaleckli ❁ pendragohn ❁ peppermintforprophets ❁ petercapaldy ❁ poetrytofish ❁ sammytheangel ❁ seductivecas ❁ snowfez ❁ softdean ❁ softlysam ❁ spacemisha ❁ subbycas ❁ tardisy ❁ toxicdean ❁ toychester ❁ trickorgank
U - Zwhisperingsaints ✾ wincestree ✾ wintergabriel ✾ yuletideangel

Okay so here are perfect blogs that I always love seeing on my dash and without which I cannot
breatheblog. I would like to thank everyone of you for existing and making Tumblr a fun and interesting experience for me.FRIENDS
A-C
abadons adllers archcas arcticmenkeys aryasnark avoxrebels bachenreich baratheom barathion benedics cloudplays crimical curlock
D-M
deansmith dyrwolves hemngway leepace memnger merrycresta (finnicki) michaelique
N-Z